Have you ever hated yourself so much that you took a blade to any part of you whether it be your thigh, wrist, or hips? Have you ever wanted to kill yourself and went as far as planning everything out? Have you looked in the mirror and cried because you hate yourself so much? Have you ever purposefully skipped meals to lose weight? Have you ever worked out until you exhausted yourself? Do you hate yourself so much that you don’t like going in public, when you people look at you, you immdeately assume they are staring because you are so ugly, you compare yourself to every other girl there? Do you truly want to change everything about yourself from the to pof your head to the soles of your feet? Do you see beauty in eerything but yourself? DO you sit down and tell yourself how stupid you are and how you’ll amount to nothing? DO you wonder who’d care if you were gone and find the list shrinking everyday? Do you ever cry becuase you know you’ll probably never get married because let’s be honest how could anyone love you? DO you disregard any compliments others give you because they are probably only mocking you and also that no matter what anyone says you will still see yourself as fat and ugly? This is what it is like in my brain, everyday.

(via cloudsofgloom)

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